Friday, January 02, 2004

Mood: Extremely tired
Song: Sugababes - New Year

Right, it's a new year. Resolutions, goals, wishes, whatever. I'm not sure whether I'm gonna make them this year because I know I almost never keep them. I mean, my usual resolutions usually include trying to be less cynical, more patient, less demanding, more empathetic, etc etc... all those impossibilities that I'm trying ever so hard to achieve. So this year, I intend to forgo them all. At least until I've sorta settled down into 2004 or something. I'm still subconsciously in the 2003 era. Besides I think I've dissed enough people during the course of the first 2 days that even if I'd made resolutions, they would've already been heavily broken. So there's no point right? Might as well forget it until my mind is settled or something.

Got kinda affected today when I got caught by lame-ass HQ CSM Huge-Prominent-Ugly-Mole-On-The-Forehead for wearing ankle socks in the office. I mean like duh *rolls eyes profusely*... please. For such a mundane little mistake? (I'm not sure if I could even call it a mistake. Oh please.) Anyway, I don't really understand myself. I was sorta thinking about it the whole day (well, not really the whole day, but at certain times the incident would just float into my mind) and I just do not understand why such a small stupid little thing would affect me so much. (I'm still pondering, by the way. But I'm trying to forget it.) Which reminds me, that lame-ass has got such a lame-ass ill-bred little daughter who can't stop whining in the cinema when my whole company went to watch LOTR a couple of weeks back. That little brat totally spoilt the show at some points! Urgh. I shall not be judgemental here (another one of my resolutions), but I guess when I described her as being ill-bred, I'd already contradicted myself. Whatever. Such people do not deserve any attention (not even negative) from me. *rolls eyes again*

Went for my ex-company reunion bbq earlier at East Coast. A total waste of time as usual. But nonetheless, I wouldn't have gotten a long weekend tomorrow if it isn't for the outing. So I guess I should be thankful? Hmmm... needs some serious consideration. Anyway, was kinda glad to see some of my platoon mates whom I haven't seen in a while... So I guess it was rather worthwhile, sans the time wastage cuz of absolutely nothing constructing to do.

Oh well, a new year brings forth new hope. Sincerely, I wish that this year would be a good and experiential one, since it's also a transitional year for me, what with me ORDing and entering university. I guess I'd better prepare myself mentally, no?

Gv complained @ 9:20 PM

{xoxo}