Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Mood: Apprehensive
Song: Expose - As Long As I Can Dream

School's starting next week, and I'm still emotionally unprepared. I guess being conscripted for 2 bloody years and 3 months somehow made me a more sceptical person, what with the prevalent backstabbing and badmouthing in the office. I'm sure gonna expect loads of the abovementioned, but maybe to a less fatal magnitude. *shrugs* Perhaps like what Vincent said, I'm someone who's always full of agony, like I'm perpetually writhing in mental pain. Or to put it more blunt and blatant (in my own words), a complainer. Oh well, I guess I'd better thank my lucky stars, especially since Dad "volunteered" to drive me to school on days when I've got morning lectures, (though the destination's closer to his office than moi institution, and I am NOT a complainer) thereby saving my transport fees to buy more frivolous stuff. Ha Ha.

Which brings me to the problem of my dwindling bank balance, my overgrowing excessive expenditure and my allowance. I'm not sure Dad's so "altruistic" in the monetary sense. Hmmm... I will stick to my resolution. Not a complainer.

Some new news. Some gal called Veronica approached me at the salon today to ask me to be one of her hair show models for the students' graduation night for Toni & Guy Academy on National Day's eve. And it'll be at Centro, which I haven't been to for some time. Am I supposed to be elated? Just hope the rehearsals this Saturday won't bore me to death. At least I've got Sean and Val for company as they will be models too, but for some other stylist from India or something (LOL). I will not be racist. She's a nice girl (and I don't know her!)

Gotta go. Off to meet Minlee for bag shopping... I will save money some other day, as usual, being the innate procratinator that I am.

Gv complained @ 1:43 PM

{xoxo}