Sunday, October 03, 2004

Mood: Tired, sore, a lil sunburnt
Song: Hoobastank - The Reason

I know it's highly unlikely that I will say this, but I will still say it anyway. Canvassing was kinda fun! There goes the positivity that others so positively crave for me to display. Meiji and Shimin were like perpetually saying that I give off negative vibes everywhere I go, which I admit, is true to a "small" extent. Maybe just. I guess I don't really portray the optimistic happy-go-lucky person that people so often want to see in such a cynical world. But sometimes I wish that others would just let me be the person that I want to be without any expectations whatsoever. Oh well, perhaps I should plaster a smile on my face wherever I go now. This is the first time in my whole bloody life that I'm hearing such negativity about my supposed negativity. Haha.

I discovered scratches on my Toshiba lappie last night! Argh! There goes the sleek, silver perfection of the outer casing. Don't even have any idea how the dreaded scratches came to reside permanently on my beloved laptop. It will go down with time, I hope. Both literally and metaphorically. I will eventually accept it. Anyway, it's not that obvious. I guess I'm just too much a perfectionist, scrutinizing every single angle of it. Or maybe I just didn't notice it in the first place. Oh never mind. Gonna bring it to school tomorrow. Sure hope the wireless works after my configuration. Don't ever wanna tediously copy down Chopra's endless lecture notes again on pen and paper when I have the supposed luxury of typing it effortlessly into my word processor. Hehe...

Someone just reminded me that exams are exactly a month away. Urgh... Still unsure of whether I wanna register for the inter-semester thingy. Can't imagine myself going back to school during hols. But then again, I don't wanna have a too packed timetable with loads of useless general electives when I can clear them earlier. Will think about it tomorrow when the add-drop period starts. Don't wanna stress my already brainless brain right now.

Another stressful school day starts tomorrow. But I don't think I want it any other way. I'm soooo... contradicting sometimes.

Gv complained @ 8:30 PM

{xoxo}