Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Oh no... sianz...

I don't know why I commit myself to so many things sometimes. I mean, what am I trying to prove? That I'm capable of doing good last minute work?

Holidays are horrible. After the crappy CS103 mid-term exam on Monday, I still have:

1. CS108 term essay to write.
2. CS108 project discussion on the storyboard for our video.
3. CS103 presentation to prepare.
4. CS103 Annual Editions to write (I have not read the articles yet).
5. CS103 Annual Editions to edit. (See a pattern here??!)
6. Nanyang Chronicle article on jam bands to write (which include finding interviewees, asking the questions, arranging for photographer, etc... oh crap).

In the meantime, I still have time to trim and color my hair! How cool is that? Haha...


The floppy fringe crappy look was too boring and irritating (for the eyes) and I decided to get my crop back! Yay!

Gv complained @ 6:41 PM

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

Life is tired

So I met up with PK and Edwin today for the compilation of our Journalism and Publishing report. Guess it's more or less ready to be submitted on Monday. I just had a freaking headache from collating all the damn references in APA style. Oh yuck. At least it's done.

Next week is recess week. But I doubt I have much time for a break.

Because I still have...

1. CS103 - Electronic and Broadcast Media mid-term exam to study for this coming Monday. (day after tomorrow)
2. CS108 - Info Tech for Media Use term paper to submit in a week's time.
3. CS103 (again!) presentation on regulatory framework in Singapore in a week's time too.

And I am meeting the gang for KBox on Monday (after mid-term), probable hair appointment on Tuesday, Ting and the rest on Wed for movie, Hide and Seek, a trip down to the optometrist on Thursday, etc etc...

I believe in Him, that through Him, all things are possible.

But in the meantime, I think I need some sleep.

Sleep deprived moi...

Gv complained @ 11:17 PM

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Sunday, February 13, 2005

Have myself a very happy birthday today...

How time flies. Despite it being an old, old cliche which I seldom would be caught using, I have to fervently agree with it. I am bloody, freaking 22 today. And that is so not a good feeling. Because I don't feel 22 yet. I still wanna experiment, get away with things, buy Teenage magazine (maybe not that last bit... I think I've only bought one issue in my whole life anyway... just saying that for emphasis) etc, etc... But time is not kind.

Haha, yes. I am not feeling morbid today. Just pondering over the state of things at the moment. Which are so not very good. Firstly, I have a presentation tomorrow on (boring!) press-government relationship. And it doesn't help that one of my project mates also happen to share the same birthday as me. We lead such sad lives, don't we?

Anyway, back to some happier things. Watched Constantine today. Which is some sort of achievement for me, since my last movie was Ocean's 12 in 2004. Yes, I have been a hermit for too long. Time to let loose and unleash the animal in me! Anyway, Constantine was fabulous. Felt that it somewhat resembles The Exorcist, but it's a sleeker version, and I so love the dark, brooding Keanu Reeves in the movie. I wish I could be that charismatic. Ha... birthday wish this year... maybe.

Right, need to stop procrastinating and start getting my presentation done. I think I will sleep late again tonight. Happy birthday to me.


Dewei and I gallivanting around in town on our special day...

Gv complained @ 7:35 PM

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Saturday, February 05, 2005

Finally Impresario 2005 came to an end last night. Phew. It's really one huge heavy breath.

Shifted room again this morning cuz my current roomie has a friend who wants to move in. And I feel bad to reject him by staying put. And since there'a a vacant bed 3 doors down, I decided to switch. There's a small inner part of me anticipating the roommate from hell. But I guess I'm just compulsively paranoid.

Anyway, for fans of Maia Lee, of SG Idol fame, here she is. FYI, she was a guest performer last night.

Gv complained @ 8:52 PM

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Friday, February 04, 2005

Sorry seems (and still is) the hardest word...

Right, I think my hunches are correct all these while.

But nevertheless, even though I'm in an unsteady frame of mind right now from lack of sleep, hunger pangs, endless thoughts swirling in my meaningless head, I still feel the urge and crucial need to say sorry.

I mean it.

I'm not sure how often or how soon you read this, but I just wanna say that there've been other problems on my mind other than the obvious, and somehow I'm just not getting it together yet.

I do not feel any animosity or hatred (something much milder, but thought-processing isn't all that fabulous at 3 a.m.). I've learnt to just let go and forgive. Or maybe you aren't in the wrong. But I think you get my gist.

I think I am strong enough to mend.

Gv complained @ 2:58 AM

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Thursday, February 03, 2005

Mood: Bittersweet pissed

I've officially moved into my hall. Am typing this at 1.17 a.m. in the wee hours of the morning. I think I am getting used to this sorta lifestyle, after what I've been through in army. At least it's quiet here, and I can sorta concentrate... And the sad fact that the school network blocks all Kazaa, mIRC, Bittorent, or basically any P2P usage, I'm pretty much safe from getting caught with all that illegal downloading. Oh well, save it all for the weekends at home, I guess.

I think I should get some sleep soon... I think I will get pretty zonked out tomorrow with classes ending at 6.30. And it's video editing somemore... Somehow I just have a freaking feeling that time is passing way too fast these days. Which is so such not a good thing.

Gv complained @ 1:16 AM

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