Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Mood: Lazy as usual
Song: Keane - Bedshaped

Right, I think I need to get my ass out there and start doing something concrete for the holidays. I feel like I'm wasting my time, my life away, just slacking at home day after day. Even going shopping or the movies or just the simple act of stepping out of the house does not seem neither that exciting nor liberating anymore, especially since I feel that I've got no target, no goal to work towards.

Which reminds me, I just bought a nice new bag today! But that's digression, and I shall not entertain such thoughts.

It seems like my friends are either working, or have found jobs to work through the holidays, while all I have at the moment is the inter-semestral French session that will keep me occupied for the whole of May (Or maybe just Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays). And after that, it's free all the way till end July when school starts again. I seriously need to think of something fulfilling to occupy my time! In other words, I need a job! But with just a mere 2 months (or perhaps even slightly less), where can I find a satisfying temp job? Someone suggested being a waiter or some sales assistant. But is that what I want? Serving people? I'm not sounding depreciating whatsoever (I certainly didn't mean for it that way, and after all, waiters and sales assistants are important personnel in the personal happiness of customers like moi), but somehow I just don't feel the inclination to do such things. Perhaps I'm just too demanding. But I would really want to stop "leeching off my parents" (courtesy of someone who incessantly kept telling me that, haha) and start doing something for myself for a change. Perhaps even something related to school, like writing for a magazine, or anything like that.

Or I could just take the easy way out. Go on holiday and spend more money. Which I have no qualms doing. But I think I need to hold back. Seriously. Or I can do both. Work during the weekdays, and go on short holidays over the weekends. It'll balance out.

So here I'm imploring everyone who reads my pathetic entries (not that my readership is wide, in fact I think I can categorise myself under "Negligible") to help. I would greatly appreciate any suggestions.

Thanks.

P/S: I'm loving my new bag!!!

Gv complained @ 9:29 PM

{xoxo}