Saturday, October 22, 2005

Song: Sugababes - Push The Button (highly addictive!)

This feeling of nonchalance in me is getting to be rather disturbing. Why am I not caring anymore? Has there been a shift of priorities that I don't even know myself? I used to bother a lot about what others think of me. It made my personality so multi-faceted that I got lost sometimes. I'm not sure of who I am anymore. These days, if people ignore me for no apparent reason, I don't really give a damn. After all, why should I conform to what your notions of a good friend should be? Why isn't it the other way round?

Everyone is striving for perfection some way or another. Somehow if that makes me a loner, so be it. If I have been relegated to just an acquaintance, someone whom you just smile or say 'hi' occasionally when our paths cross, then I guess it's your loss. It doesn't really make a difference anymore. I can live a loner, and I can survive that way.

Gv complained @ 12:44 PM

{xoxo}

Friday, October 14, 2005

The past few weeks have led me to have a greater insight about myself, the people around me, and perhaps what I want in life. No, it is not one of those quarter-life crisis that I'm having. Rather, it's the stress toll and the imminence of the exams that is causing all this shit.

Don't mess with me. I'll be a bitch if I can be. Especially to those people who are sleeping partners, who don't give a damn about projects and reports. And those who shout at me when they themselves forgot about the agreed time for a project meeting.

Yes I am still reeling and struggling. And I need sleep. Desperately.

Gv complained @ 10:51 PM

{xoxo}