Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Mood: Relieved
Song: Natalie Grant - Held

Phew, finished my last paper today, and I never felt more relieved. This semester was just plain hectic for me, with the most projects that I ever had in my one and a half years at university. Nevertheless, I must say that it was worthwhile, that I learnt many new things (including that about people) along the way, and whether positive or negative, such a learning experience was definitely enriching, and I thank God for that.

Exams-wise, I guess I didn't really perform as well as I'd expected, and I can only know the outcome when results come in *dread*. Nonetheless I'm not harbouring any expectations this time, as I hate to deal with disappointment. I guess I am over the stage of beating myself up whenever I did poorly. I shall trust all my worries and fears to the One above, and lean not on my own understanding.

As for holidays, I guess I want to do more constructive things this time, rather than waste my days away just slacking at home. Received a few offers to go Taiwan or Hong Kong, but at this point of time I'm not feeling very loaded, and there's this unwillingness in me to want to spend, even though I know that I will enjoy myself once I'm there. Sigh. I need to consider, consider, consider. Hopefully it won't be too late then.

I am beginning to start missing the stress of having to mug for exams. The late nights in the club room, treating the fridge and pantries like our own... Haha... I think I'm crazy. I need Orchard.

Gv complained @ 8:56 PM

{xoxo}